Evelynn^^

She is being baby-sitted by my mom now. My parent went to dinner tonight; my sister attends a party tonight; my brother went to work already and the two other brothers dont know go where...haha...probably they went to my uncle's house to play with other kids. So.....

Left only me and Evelynn tonight at home!!!

HAHAHAHA........

I will not buly her, don't worry^^

But she will buly me instead! haha

After getting some homeworks done such as washing clothes, cleaning plates, *bakar-ing colok* or praying, and many more, I get my time to look after the small little girl. I feed her some milks, and clean her up. She is dirty, so I would make sure that she get clean and *wangi* under my special treatment!!! haha...

I have been so tired doing all these kind of things. It is quite enjoyful sometimes when you go through all these works. When I play with baby, she makes me laugh a lot. When I finish the works at home, I felt satisfied. It makes me feel happy too. ^.^

I took some pictures with her just now by using webcam. Let me show you our happy time^^






She is cute right?

Her mom promised to fetch her up tonight at around 9.30pm. But she have not appeared yet now....everytime we have to wait for a long time >.<

This cutie is pretty naughty just now. She keep on crying to get my attention back to her because I was msn-ing with friends now! haha^^

Okay...that's all for tonight...I am getting tired with evelynn.....

*changes in my home*

As soon as I reached home, I detect some changes in my home. I would like to talk about my family members first^^

My mom's hair grows longer now. She said she will be cutting it short tomorrow. Or perhaps later because we are going to go out shopping later. *I am actually grabbing the limited free time to update my blog, not to say so, but to express my feeling instead. haha =)

The little naughty girl at home grows taller now. Longer hair-I saw it, making me not too familiar with it. But the thing that made me happy was she still recognised me even though we have not met for two weeks. Yay^^ She looked happy to play with me, so am I!!!

My younger sister changed her view towards her classmate completely and she looked happy and enjoyful. That was great!!! Last two weeks, she complaint to me a lot about her disturbing, noisy, naughty and silly classmates. I could see in her eyes that she dislike the class pretty much, but things have improved this week. Hmn....maybe she was just not familiar with the new environment in the past. *She cry sadly last two weeks when she complaint to me*...I am glad to see this kind of changes^^.

Talking about my first younger brother, who is an emotional guy, surprised me today when I was told that he will be going to work in the afternoon later. Wow....at last he managed to try a different work outside! That sound good! He usually work only in my aunt's furniture shop, but now he step out to try a new thing. Hope that he can learn new thing outside, so that he can improve his bad attitude that I sometimes dislike it pretty much. haha....no offence =]

My other two younger brothers do not seemed to change too much, but still naughty in nature. I like their funny character actually.... My second younger brother is sick and feeling not very well. Hope that he can recover soon.

My father on the other hand, is still like that...no changes...haha....he always get himself busy with work and social meetings. Tonight my dad and mom are going to have a dinner at Pandamaran at Klang. My sister, well, is going to attend her friend's party. So, I will have to take care of my "little baby" at home, hope that I can mix well with her. Hope that she wont cry alot, but laugh often la. This will probably makes my job easier. Haha^^

Everybody is preparing for new year. My aunts and my relatives are getting themselves very busy. I still not yet shop for my CNY clothes and shoes. Why why why?????? Nevermine, it is the new attitude and new life that count. Be happy is the most important thing^^

I feel hot at home because there is no air conditioner >.< I am going to library nearby later to get myself a little bit cool down. haha....I need to start my works now, so bye bye~~~~ muacksss =)

Mother's vow: Carly's death won't be in vain

I won't let Carly's death be in vain

SEAN FEWSTER
January 30, 2010 12:01am
Article from: The Advertiser

CARLY Ryan's mother has refused to surrender to despair, vowing to dedicate her life to saving others from the fate that befell her murdered daughter.

Speaking for the first time since the teenager's killer was convicted, Sonya Ryan said urgent action, such as compulsory seminars for Year 8 students, was needed to educate children about internet dangers.

Ms Ryan, 38, also threw her support behind new federal laws, proposed by independent senator Nick Xenophon, that would make lying to children on the internet a crime.

Yesterday, Ms Ryan told The Advertiser her focus "had to be" on the future, not the past.

"A future without Carly is just too terrifying to imagine, like someone switched off the light that she brought into our lives," she said. "You can either fall into that blackness and completely give up or you step into the light and do what you can - and that's trying to help others.

"What else is there? It's pretty much the only choice I have. If I have to be here without Carly, then my aim is to help create awareness."

On January 21, Ms Ryan sat in the back row of the Supreme Court and watched as a jury found a Victorian man guilty of murdering her 15-year-old daughter.

It was the first time she had seen the 50-year-old since she kicked him out of her home three years earlier.

At that time, she had believed the man's name was Shane and that he was the adopted father of Miss Ryan's internet boyfriend, Brandon Kane.

In truth, both "Brandon" and "Shane" were personas the man had adopted to seduce Miss Ryan into a sexual relationship.

Ms Ryan ordered "Shane" to leave her home after finding him sleeping in the same bed as her daughter.

Weeks later, the man would use his cyberspace alter ego to convince Miss Ryan to go with him to Port Elliot, where he bashed and drowned her.

"Carly would be utterly horrified to know the level of deception of that man," Ms Ryan said yesterday.

"A lot of people believe whatever they read on the internet is true, especially children . . . they believe what they see, but there is just so much deception out there and on so many levels.

"All it takes is for a trusting teen to believe what a predator is saying to them and their safety is instantly taken out of their hands.

"Carly was a very compassionate young lady and she would be wanting all of us to do whatever we can to stop this happening again in the future to another young girl."

Ms Ryan said parents had to educate themselves about the internet.

"I think that parents are unaware of what their children are doing online," she said. "They need to be more actively involved and checking their children's websites, looking at the mediums they are using, checking their profiles and who they are speaking to."

Teachers and governments, she said, had to work together to warn children about online predators. "Kids put whatever they like on their MySpace and Facebook pages - their schools, their telephone numbers, their movements - just completely unaware that anybody can look at that information," she said.

"The internet is getting bigger and bigger, and this problem is only going to get worse - something needs to be actively done and people need to start taking this seriously.

"I think there should be compulsory school seminars on internet awareness and safety for Year 8 students."

Ms Ryan said she would create a foundation, in her daughter's name, to further internet awareness and child safety. She called on the public to contact her with suggestions and initiatives.

"There has been enough suffering over the past three years," she said. "Not just for me but for Carly's family, her friends, the lady who found her on the beach, the police and the prosecutors.

"Now, the best thing I can do is get out there and try to help others prevent this happening in the future.

"I just try to always think `What would Carly want me to do?' and I know, in my heart of hearts, that is getting this message out . . ."

For more information, email carlyryanfoundation@live.com.au

Super enjoyful day^^

I am so happy and enjoy throughout the day, minus the study part. I take only a while to study; I am enjoying the rest^^

Well, what have I done today???

A simple answer would be *play*...

After class, at around 2.00 pm, I went to Network printing area to get some of the articles printed out, then I walked to dining hall for lunch with friends. While we were chating, some of them were joking as well. Sharing funny moments together with friends at a lovely afternoon is great! Isn't it?

Approximately at about 4.30 pm, we played badminton. Actually it should be started at 4.00 pm, but we girls are late. Pity Lawrence to wait for us for almost half an hour alnoe in MPH....sorry....

We enjoy the game pretty well, at least for me. I played a lot, and I got myself sweat up. I felt hot, while I was sweating. We played so many rounds together, and I really enjoying it!!! What a nice evening we have spent.



Of course the story did not end here. After the game, we walked to a Korean restaurant nearby *can be considered as a long distance*. The food was tasty and delicious, for me. It was such a nice dinner! We have five people there, so we ordered a big bowl of sour+spicy+sweet soup and a big pancake. In the case of the pancake, the particular lady who served us said that the flour used to make the pancake is imported from Korea. Well, the pancake is just suit my taste. I like the soup pretty much. If we are having the soup on a cold cold day, it maybe taste even nicer^^

One thing I like the most about the restaurant is the service they provide. The lady, who I believe to be a Korean, always has a wonderful smile on her face =)...She has a soft voice and she talk very politely and friendly. She know Mandarin as well, and she taught us some words in Korean, like *thank you-kamsahamida*....is it correct? not too sure...haha^^



A wonderful day, that's what I can describe for the day~

Tomorrow I will be having my Mathematics class. This reminds me about the day where Miss Saras asked us to describe in one word for all our classmates. After a week, she gave us back the result!

And guess I got what?

It is funny and interesting....

Let me divide it into two parts...

The first part that my classmates used to describe me were....

*Careful*, *Serious*, *Formal*, *Elegant*, *Practical*,....

Is this really the case? Well, I don't think I am a careful girl, but a careless girl instead. haha^^...Serious??? Hmn....sometimes I can be quite serious, when I am concentrating on something, but it shouldn't be my characteristic, because I dont like it....I like funny things^^

I have no idea on who was describing me as elegant and practical. I think I do not deserve the characteristic as ELEGANT...haha^^ and practical....maybe yes....haha^^

The other part, make more sense...haha...

I got them describe me as friendly, shy, pretty, quiet, sweet, polite and charming, which I think quite true in this case...haha...agree? anyway, thanks for their comments about me^^

Just now I went outside to have supper with *neighbours* in hostel. I realised that I ate quite a lot today. Cheese bread and a cup of milo as my breakfast this morning, fried rice for my lunch, a large bowl of soup and pancake as my dinner, and finally a chicken burger for my supper!!! I was getting more calories!!! I have to control myself. I found that my appetite becomes better since I came back to Inti. Why??? maybe because I am getting happier these few weeks^^

It is time for me to say bye bye because it is really late now-12.45pm. I do better go to sleep now, if not tomorrow there will be a panda appear in Inti!!! haha...just kidding...

Good night...muacksss =]

Everything is too late...

Life is sad sometimes when we do something wrong. Remember the lessons of juggling five balls? Friends, family, health, integrity and work...Four of them are glass balls; it reminds us to handle it carefully, not to break them...because eveything will be too late for us to recover it back once we break it! Although we managed to stick the pieces back, the crack is always there. It will be too late to apologise then...

Yesterday I was pretty down. I was too insensitive, being not considerable at all. Therefore I hurt somebody, broke someone's hope. I was too bad! Stupid, self-fish and childish...Everything was too late when I tried to recover back the initial situation. Regretness makes no sense at all. I put other in bad mood, but I dont mean to do that! I dont mean to break others hope...really...

But luckily everything seemed to be not too bad this morning. She did not blame me, but I could not stop to blame myself...it is okay then if she really dint blame me...thank... I received mr.yee's message just now...ask me to pick up my quiz paper at his paper...so happy because he messages me...haha....i got to go now...bye~~

A surprise and sad news...

I was back in Inti hostel today at around 5.30pm. My friend at the next door called me while I was mopping the floor. She gave me a shock by saying that one of our friends' only younger brother passed away today! It occured in this morning, at around 10 am something. The news have been posted in The Star newspaper. It happened in Georgetown...

Jason Ching-my friend's brother was found dead when he was training for a dragon boat race on this morning. According to my friend, he is 17 years old this year, and he stayed active in school cocuriculum activities. He is the president of Leo Club in his school.

It is believed that strong currents pulled the students into the water. Twelve of the students managed to swim to the shore, but not Jason Ching unfortunately. He did not know how to swim whereas the other did. There were still a number of four students missing. Their dragon boat team advisor had also found to be dead. So sad...

Life can't be predicted anyway...it ends just like that sometimes, without you having the chance to prevent it or at least to get ready...

But life must go on anyhow...be strong my friend! Get on your track and get your feet on life again! Don't give up....

An enjoyful and happy week^^

It was a happy and enjoyful week. It was not like previous week that I have spent in INTI. Everything was leading me to a happy path in this week^^ I played a lot but studied only a little. Feeling some guilty in my heart, but I still have the kind of enjoyful mood with me, not willing to change my mood into study mood.

I spent this weekend with my family as almost every friends leaved hostel. Of course I didn't want to be alone, so I went back too. I dislike the feeling of being alone in a small room. In other words, I am afraid to be lonely. I used to sleep together with my sister at home since I was small, that's why I can't stay alone...On Friday, many of them went back after class at about 12 o'clock. But, I have to wait until evening for my dad to fetch me home. I thought I will be alone in the room, but luckily there was still one of them who stayed with me until 3pm. We looked on some of his photos, watched video clip and movie and chit-chated in common room. But time passed very fast, I got to go back to my room after that because he needed to leave already at that time.

Staying alone in the room, I did nothing except online-ing and listening to musics. It was so quiet in the room, so I turned the musics as loud as possible...haha...and I got myself a little bit busy to forget the lonely feeling. I replied some comments on my blog, swept the floor, and packing my belongings after I recieved a call from daddy. Although I have story book and homework with me, but I did not feel like doing it. I couldn't sleep also....luckily my dad came to fetch me at around 5pm; luckily I did not wait for a long time^^



I went shopping with my mom and sister just now. We went to buy some new clothes for the coming Chinese New Year. I was so happy this morning when my sister told me that we were going to shop at afternoon! Last night, I tried to ask my friend out to shop but she could not make it because she was busy as her mom was not around. But we did make a deal. If I can go back home on 30th January, then we can go out together to shopping spree! Hopefully everything goes smoothly on that day. Please...no exam that week....

I bought a new piece of shirt just now when I went shopping. It is a very nice blouse, and I like it pretty much. It makes me cheer up until now....haha^^ But it is not enough. I still want to buy shoe, long pant, short pant, and probably some more dress, skirt or shirts....haha...a lot right? Oh ya! I am lack of a handbag...hopefully I will get one when I shop with my friend at 30th January...hopefully hopefully....

Last Saturday night, I got a surprise. Shhhh....it is a secret...haha....I would like to say that it was a special night^^ Then, I went out to have supper with a group of friends. We ran to a few shops, but every shop was fulled. Fortunately, we managed to get one place. There was a lot of people there also...and we wondered...why was it so many people hang out that night? Guess what, eveyone was waiting for the football match!!! Everyone got so excited while watching the match, including us. Wait, I got the photo...



Look! The guys couldn't keep their mouth shut...haha =D

Besides, Wednesday belong to my roommate birthday. We celebrated together with her at basketball court downstairs. We bought her a chocholate cake and we sang birthday sont to her. She said that I looked more happy than her that night...haha...is it??? Some of my friends did some funny posts and actions, making us laugh all the time^^ My roommate was "kena" by the cake; her face turned chocholate...haha...it was not me to that kind of thing, but my neighour at hostel, "ah ma"....haha....but my roommate took revenge on me leh...she made my face a little chocholate too >.< ...but not only me kena wor...many of them also...haha =D



Everyone looked so happy in the photo^^ The girl at the front is my roommate, mayuree. Happy birthday, Yury^^



Of course we, sisters of Yury must take a photo with her...it was a really nice and sweet memory^^

After we went back to our rooms, I wish her happy birthday again. She watched her favourite drama for a while, and we chat after that until we fell asleep...

One more thing, we played basketball this week. It was very fun and enjoyful!!!! We played for two hours continuosly at night, and we got the whole body wet of sweats...so exciting, felt so good...Basketball!!! I miss it so much!!!!

On Thursday, we went to Timesquare as we did not have class that day. It was a public holiday at Negeri Sembilan. We took KTM to KL Sentral, and monorail to Timesquare! I have my lunch there, a big Zinger set at KFC. I have a large burger, and I din't think that I could finish it at last...Being so fulled after lunch, my friends went for a little walk before playing in Theme Park. But I did not play in Theme Park; I went to Pavilion to watch 3D movie-Avatar with other. The movie was impressive, so beautiful...wow...you should watch it if you have not done so! Don't miss the movie, really! Such a great one!

I went to quite a lot of shopping sprees that day, including Timesquare, Pavilion, Lot 10, SungeiWangPlaza and Low Yat...But I just walked through some of it only...I took a ride on monorail for the first time that day, and went through all the shopping sprees there for first time also...But I became tired on the way back to hostel. It took us for about two and a half hour to reach Inti. I did sleep for a while on the KTM, lying on somebody's shoulder, and my friends took picture of it. I did not know about that >.<" ....

I have gone through a meaningful and happy week together with my friends. How about you all?

Time to Relax~~

Hi^^ This week I am quite free all the time, but I did not update my blog frequently like last time because I am becoming lazy now T.T but nevermine, I still take good care of my blog....haha...

I have a story book on my hand now, of course I still have not finish reading it yet, but I found something interesting inside, so I would just like to share with you since I am boring now also...haha....

It goes like this.

Imagine life is a game in which you are juggling five balls. The balls are called work, family, health, friends, and integrity. And you are keeping all of them in the air. But one day you finally come to understand that work is a rubber ball. If you drop it, it will bounce back. The other four balls-family, health, friends, integrity- are made of glass. If you drop one of these, it will be irrevocably scuffed, nicked, perhaps even shattered. And once you truly understand the lesson of the five balls, you will have the beginnings of balance in your life.

It is very meaningful, but I cannot really understand it, since I never experience the lesson. Hope that you would like it, and probably leave some comments here about what you think about the word. You are always welcomed to do so, so that we can exchange our opinions^^

I am listening to some musics now. I like Westlife's songs. Their songs were really good!!! Some of these would be *Swear it again*, *Nothing's gonna change my love for you*, *I lay my love on you*, *Seasons in the sun*, *More than words*, and so on so on.......If you also like their songs, check it out and play it now....it is really nice....I couldn't stop myself from listening to their musics...haha^^

*A busy week*

Hi guys^^ We have not met for four or five days, so bad. It is actually not my wish to neglect my blog in these few days. On Monday, the first day of starting of school, I still get myself a little boring, but soon after that I realized it was totally and absolutely wrong to say that >.<

It is so tired here so far I have experienced. Many lecturers in this year seemed to put more pressure on us, by giving us a lot of homeworks or giving us some sort of *pressure-putting* talks...Everything came very fast in this week...

For instance,

Case no.1

My Specialist Mathematics' lecturer, Miss Chin, or others call her Doctor. NG, was like speeding up the whole syllabus on this Wednesday, which is only the first class for us. She finished almost half of the chapter itself in just the very first meet. Everyone in the class that day was like shocked. Everything ran smoothly in the class that day; the whole class remained quiet for nearly two hours! No question, but we were just accept whatever Miss Chin taught us...I think she is a really good lecturer; she has the power to make everyone of us in the class to understand the whole thing she want to taught us. Everything was like very clear forward, but I found it to be a little tough when I looked back the textbook. My friends made a funny joke with me, saying that our previous lecturer was just walking through the syllabus, but Miss Chin is having a flight with us now! haha XD

Case no.2

My "English as a second language" lecturer, Miss Dil, who was also our previous lecturer for last semester, gave us a big project, and a long explanation on the project in the first meet too. I am require to carry out an research on any topic. This project will be carry out throughout this semester, for four or five months I think. The pressure is that this research will carry a total of 25% of our final exam, or in other word, it carries 50% out of our course marks. Of course we are free to do on any topics, but not sensitive one. I cracked my head out, thinking about having a research about plastic surgery at first, but unfortunately, I could not find any article in those journals, magazines and newspaper available in library. This topic is just too rare...So, I change my research topic to a more common one, obesity, which I found quite a lot of information about it in library. There were quite a lot of photocopies of articles about obesity on my hand now, but I still could not take out some of my time to have a look on them until now. Of course there would be some reasons for it...that is I was still having myself busy yesterday and past two da myys to finish some of my Economics' and Account's homework. Yesterday, I did my works until late in midnight, about one a.m. something to two a.m. Actually this condition was not just occur on yesterday, but on Wednesday and Thursday too...I was really tired with it, and I could just straightaway close my eyes and fall asleep in just a few minutes after I got my homeworks done for that day....What a stressful life...I guess there would be more homeworks coming after this >.<

Let me show you some images of my stessful life here...

That afternoon, we have our extra time at library, searching for some articles available on
journals...We took a long time for it, and it was just a tiring job!

Miss Dil asked us to confirm our research topics yesterday, and I have decided to pick the topic as obesity since I found quite a number of informative articles on it. Hopefully I will get more interested in this topic because I will be going it on the next few months...Add oil, feiwen!!!^^

Anyhow, I managed to keep myself a little speed off today...I have borrowed a story book yesterday in library. It was a love and touching story being recommended by my friend. I flip through a few pages this morning, and it is quite interesting.

I could not log in to Intenet this morning, I think there is something to do with the wireless network...but I get acess to Internet after I come back from lunch. The first thing I did was openned my mail box, and I found a quote, which I would like to share with you^^

Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift. That is why it is called the present^^

You may heard of it before, so let us appreciate our gifst for today, to do something meaningfully!!!

It is going to be four o'clock soon...I got to leave now...bye~ hopefully I can meet you all as soon as possible^^

The starting of a new day^^

I start my class today, the same as I thought, Mr.Yee cheer up the whole class during the two-hours^^ We have fun there, while listening to what Mr.Yee taught us today. I have just go through my notes, with my handwriting inside. Before I was forced *by myself* to revise back the notes, Macy come to my room, and she share out what she learnt today at class, so that we can revise back together. It took only a few minutes for us to revise all the important points^^ Mr.Yee seemed like put some pressure on us this morning by sharing some of the results from our senoirs, and his hope on us...He said he want to push us; pushing those got C in their previous results to B, and from B to A also...Luckily I got A for my Economics paper last year, but I will conntinue on my hardwork, so that I can do better this year!

I enrolled at MPH, Multi Purpose Hall this morning, together with friends. I was happy to have that kind of feeling again, the feeling of walking to class with a group of friends again^^. We got our more-in-details timetable too at MPH. I noticed that *actually it was told by my friends, I was too lazy to check it out* all the venues for our class this year had changed; it is no longer the same as last year, mostly the class are located at block A and B. I was study under a cold conditon this morning, with the air-conditioner blowing fiercely >.<

To share some funny things with you all...

When I was writing somethings on my notes while lecturer teaching, my red pen's ink seemed to be like flowing out, and my hand got touch with it, making my hand looked like bleeding....haha...when I showed my hand to my friends, some of them got shocked, but because I was laughing when I showed them my *bleeding* hand, they got themselves shocked off...haha...I asked for tissue, but no one got it at first. So, I kept on *tahan* until the end of the class, then I have one from my friend. Later on, we all went to the Examination Centre to get back our official results. I got an average of 86.86 among five subjects...double86...haha...my marks for all subjects were just about same, not much different. I got two of it ninety something, and another three of it eighty something....not bad^^ because I got all A *malaysian studies not counted*....haha^^

When I log in to the Internet, I have one of my cousin, same age with me, chating with msn with me. He is studying medic at INTEC, somewhere located at Shah Alam. He went back to hostel on Sunday, but he have not started his study yet today. He told me that his roommate all went shopping, to Sunway Piramid. Long time not chat with him already, even when we met each other in the holiday *we seldom talk to each other*...don't know why =.= sorry ya...I know you have read my blog...I am just telling my feelings honestly...hope u don't mind^^, also hope that we can chat more often =)

I am quite shocked to listen from him that he is taking German study as his side language now! Wow, it is impressive!!! And that is optional one, but it is good for him to learn more new things, as long as he can get through with it...Add oil^^ Although I wish I have one side language to learn, but I have no chance because Inti does not provide it =.=...but it is okay with me, we should not be too greedy. My English language standard is still needed to be improving, so I have to concentrate with it. If not, just like what my friend said, I will get some problems after I fly over to Australia later...so I am trying hard now to improve my English, the most significantly, I am blogging everyday now in English. Hope that my English level is not too bad to be used later at Australia...haha

He share with me some funny website too...there are some articles inside, you can go and checked out by yourself...just tpye "fmylife" at google search...hope that you like it^^ I did visit his blogs too...I read some essays...when I cast my mind back, I found that I have not writing essay for quite a long time...so I am not very familiar with those educational essays...too bad >.<

Tomorrow I got six-hours classes to attend...haiz...so tired =.= I have to study until six o'clock at evening tomorrow...I hate Tuesday !!! Luckily Friday still stay the same as the previous one, two-hours only for classes...haha^^

4:32 pm now...What else I can do except online-ing *facebook-ing, checking mails, msn-ing, sms-ing, reading blogs...*???

Oh ya!!! This evening I am going to jogging, or perhaps playing basketball with friends. This is the first time I play sporty games with friends at INTI this year....haha...hope that I enjoy it^^...It is too long right? too many words to read, maybe you will find it boring, so I would just like to share my photo with you *I have just took it now*...haha^^

Fei Wen^^ *means flying kiss if it is translated in Mandarin*

Remember I said that my laptop got problem? Nobody could help me =.=

Kacy, one of my friends also, said that her computer at home also got that kind of problem. She said it won't affect my laptop daily process, so I just keep it aside lo...but I want to solve it because I don't want my laptop to have any problem, if not, my dad will kill me if he know my laptop got problem >.<

Anybody can help????????? haha....nothing la...I think I will get the problem settled soon when I go back home, but I am really scare of my dad...Will he scold me? haiz.....

oklah...I m infront of my laptop for a long time already...maybe I should get myself a little rest...so bye bye~ flying kiss give you a muackssssssssssssssss^^

*weekend noon* postponed o.O

Don't be so confused when you first look at the tittle. Let me tell you the whole story why I named my post as the tittle shown above.

Actually, this afternoon I have updated my blog, and it was a long one. After I get everything done and ready to post it, something happened to the blogger! >.<>

Calming my mind down, I told myself not to be angry or upset with it. Cheer up, fei wen!!! So now, I made my mind to type it again, try to remember as many as possible...haha^^

Do you still remember that I told you that I got my stomach pain this morning. At first, I thought that it was caused by the food I have eaten last night...actually it is not all to do with the food...Guess what??? It is period pain >.<>.<

I received a call from my sister today, asking me question on the details to fill in a form again. Have I shared it with you in the previous post? Not sure, so I say a little bit la...haha...It was a form from her going-to be secondary school; she did not have the experience on filling a form. Everytime when there is a form needed to be filled up, my mother sure will call me to fill it, although it has nothing to do with me. I have a brother of 17 years old, until now, he still ask me sometimes to help him to fill in the form for him! Why they are so depending on me on this matter? As a result, when I am not at home like now, they keep on calling me, and asking me: "How to fill in the form?", "What should I fill in in this column?"....and so on....haiz...I talked before to my mom, to let them fill in the form themselves, so as to let them learn the way to fill in form, but my mom refused to listen to my words. She said I am the eldest in the family, so just help my sister and brothers la...but see now what had happened?!!! Maybe it is now the time for them to learn...but it is still my sister to do these kind of things, every guy in my home seemed like don't need to do such thing! Again, I wanna say IT IS UNFAIR!!!

Okay, let me calm down first =.=....

But I still have a lot of thing to say regarding this topic! At my home, guys, which include my dad and my all three brothers, they don't need to clean up their own room, but I need to. Now, Chinese New Year is coming, so we need to "gotong-royong". All the guys have their buttocks sticked to the chairs at living room, watching televison programmes, very enjoyful >.<>.< !!!

Oh my God, I get myself angry now...heart beat so fast...Can somebody let me hit on you?! haha...just joking, but I wanna release my angry-ness now>.<

Now women are equal as men right? But within my family, for the elder's thinking, it is very out-dated! Especially my grandma, still think that men should be given a higher priority than women!!! What the Shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha....no offence o.O

Okay, let myself cool down a little bit, I feel like turning my mood, to a more cheerful and happy one^^

Let me share with you some of the happy moment I have at home before I come back here. Look at the picture below~

It was a happy Ng FEI WEN in the photo, not only me, but my brothers also...That was an afternoon time, if I am not mistaken. That day was a windy day, so together with my sister, brothers and cousins, we went out to have a little walk outside. I always play around with my nephews and nieces at home, to pass my time happily^^ My brother accidentally found that there were some *morning glory* outside my grandpa's house, so he picked up some. I took one from him, feeling like take some photos...haha...I put the flower behind my ear, ready to take photo, but my brothers squeezed in the image, with funny post, as shown in the photo above. That's why you can see two naughty children behind me...haha^^

Somemore to share, I would like to show you my mother^^

The lady at the right hand side of the photo is my mom. She looked cheerful and happy too, just like me always...haha...Is it?

Many of my friends said that my mom looked young, not like theirs. For me, my mom look like a woman who has gone through all the hardships in her life. She looks busy and tired everyday. She is a baby-sitter, at the same time, she do all the house works herself...it is really tired, so during the holiday, I did help my mom to take care of the baby at home~

In the photo, the little cutie besides my mom was my niece, being baby-sitted by mom last time, now no more. Let me show you the latest one, whose name is EVELYNN, a small baby girl of one year old++......

This girl is very naughty...making me crazy sometimes...haha^^

She like to pull out my spectacle when I carry her on my hand...it is very painfull, and I get very angry everytime she do that...being smart after this, I took out my spectacle first before I carry her^^

This girl is quite smart; she is like a little monster at my home...sometimes get very frustrated because of her, but some other times, she is quite cute, especially when she learn to talk...it is very funny always, making the whole family cheer up^^

This girl, very difficult to handle actually...@.@

She cry if you refused to share your food with her *greedy*

She scream when you refused to let her go out with you *her screaming sound is scary*

She cry if you refused to let her play with the cat at home *although it is quite dirty*

She hit you with anything besides her if you left her behind to do something secretly *dangerous*

She scratch you with her nails if you scold her or talk something bad about her *how she can understand our words?*

She bite you if you refused to play with her when she ask to *hate it hate it >.<>

She pull your hair as strong as she can if you take something dangerous (it is fun for her) forcely from her *auchhh! I wanna pull back her hair but her hair is too short >.<*

She is scary and dangerous right? Such a crazy girl like her =.=

Nowaday kids are very crazy. They are very smart to know what you expect them to do, too smart to get you down of them...such a crazy generation...haha...no offence ^o^

Hmn...not too bad, I still can recall so many things I wanna share with you...of course there are some that I add in just now, like the unfairness I declare...

No matter how's life go on, just be myself, and strive hard to achieve my goal Yeah!!!!!!

Tomorrow I am going to start my lesson already, so I need to sleep earlier tonight. Now the time showed is 12.17 am....haha...is it still early? haha...well, I have to leave now...bye for now~ don't know tomorrow got homework or busy or not? Hope that I can enjoy the start of my lesson....oh ya! the first lecturer i am going to meet is Mr.Yee....yeah....he is fun...hopefully tomorrow is an enjoyfull day~ I really have to leave now....

BYE~~ muacksssss....

*Morning Kiss*

Hi =) I have just wake up from my warm warm bed...haha...so let me give you a special morning kiss from me! muacksssss....haha^^

Still remember what I talked to you last night? I said I went out under the umbrella to enjoy my yummy yummy "hua dan ban mian" right? This morning, I feel like my stomach is painful, so I rushed to washroom, without brushing my teeth first...haha...hmn...I think maybe the food is too spicy for me, that's why my stomach don't feel like accepting it. hahaha =)

It is a happy start of my life when I share my thought in the morning with you all^^ See, I am joking...haha^^ I have a habit of posting my photo everytime I update my blog, so I am afraid that my photos will be out of stock for me to share with you all * actually I still got a lot* haha...so, I take somemore photos just now....haha...don't worry, I will share it with you, actually it is all me in the photo...haha...

This is still a fresh one, I just take it several minutes ago^^

I skip my breakfast again; I think later I will go out for lunch at about one something at noon. It has became my daily habit to skip my breakfast in the morning, sometimes I just drink a cup of milo in the morning, or perhaps some pieces of biscuits. That's why I am getting thinner and thinner...haha...but anyway, I will keep myself healthy^^ I would not let myself weak and become too thin =)

I have not take bath yet, so maybe later I will go and get myself fresh up more, but it is very cool >.<>

Life is really empty and boring if you got nothing to do, no homework...no trip...no gathering...no chit-chating...I mean for this moment only, later there is going to be talk among friends * I hope there would be*

I am listening to Michael's song again. Those songs were nice, espesially *Heal The World*.

Heal the world, make it a better place;

for you and for me and the entire human race;

there are people dying;

if you care enough for the living;

make it a better place, for you and for me.

He reminds us to think about the generation, so to make the world a better place for children! Michael is great! He is such a nice, good, and great person! I love him! He want us to care more about our living, our world...so let us look around what we can do to save this world! Care for the children please!!! We are too lucky to have a good life, so together, let us take some actions, or at least, bless for those unlucky people in every corner in this world!

Go to your musics playlist now, and listen to this song again, and you will get touched like me now~ What a spiritual song !!!

Happy to see my blog full of my pictures^^

Why I feel so lonely and boring now? I have just come back from dinner. Although it is rainning outside, but we decided to walk outside to feed our stomachs...haha...actually that was because the dining hall near our hostel was closed today, so having no choice, we took our umbrellas upstairs, and walked under the umbrella. My legs got wet only after a few steps out...haiz...we walked to Deli Cafe, a place where we used to have dinner always last time. I am very happy to meet back some friends, they have just come back. I ordered " hua dan ban mian", which I like to eat it so much. But this time the mee has turned into more spicy now I think, my face gone red, and so my lips...can you imagine that? haha...it was spicy, especially the extra cilli given by uncle, I still enjoy my food with the cilli available, because I want to challenge myself ma...and the food is nice too with the cilli...haha...my friend, who is a cilli-lover have all the cilli in her stomach, left nothing on the plate....haha....so *geng* rite? Of course, I did not finish the cilli...haha...back in the room, I got myself cooled down already with the help of the air-condition in my room...haha^^

Now, actually I got nothing to do...hope that somebody will msn or sms with me. Don't feel like playing games or facebook, I am now really sienzzzzz...*boring* Chat with me la...yo~ =( looking at the msn windows, I saw a lot of friends here are online, don't know what are they doing rite now...my roommate too, she is busy online...what can I do? erm...maybe watch some movies later, but that one also not interesting...haiz....

Okaylah, let me write some things in my blog, so that I can pass my time faster. haha. Just now my sister call me, keep on asking me about the details on a form because she don't know how to fill in a form! She is only 12 years old; she is my only sister, just finish taking her UPSR result, and she is ready to her secondary school life later...that's why she asked me about how to fill in the form. I think the form was given by the school, and she need to fill in. Today, my sister go to her going-to-be secondary school to enroll...from what she said to me, she seemed like happy because she is located at the second class, together with her best friend! My sister is a hard-working girl, she got 5 A for her UPSR after a long hard time...congratulation for her^^ I guess now she must be quite nervous, thinking about the first day of opening school...haha

Let me show you her photo...many said she isn't look like me...haha

There is a difference of 6 years between us...but we can still mixed well...haha

Now, I am also listening to music. Now the time at my laptop show 11:08 PM ...I don't know tonight what time I am going to sleep...haiz =( so boring...hope that I can sleep earlier. Last time, I cannot sleep well at night, turning my body again and again on bed, thinking too many things...I always think too much at night, especially before sleep...haha

This afternoon when I online and update my blog, everything stay ok...but now when I open my laptop, my laptop seemed like got some problems...hate it la! why there was a thing appeared in my window screen, said that my window is not valid, so I need to get a genuine one...but how to get it? Can some body help me? =( please...I don't want to have problem with my laptop because I am too lousy to solve any problem regarding computer...*sad*...HELP!!!

Readers, can you help me? My laptop was like hang, or perhaps jam...but now I still can use it* I am using it to update my blog now*...I am too afraid that I could not use it anymore tomorrow or somedays later =.= What should I do???

HELP! HELP! HELP!

Now the time is still early, so I don't want to leave my blog, if not I got nothing to do anymore, except staring at mirror, looking on myself, or close my eyes, listening to musics...

haha...now I am chating with some friends online already...at the same time, I received sms from friends too...I get myself a little bit busy now...yeah^^

Wah!!! Suddenly my stomach become painful...oh~ painful!!! arghhhhh.......ei? now no more o...after chit-chating online with my roommate, my pain disappear~ magic le...haha...although she is just besides me, we still msn...haha...she is busy with her English work. I got it done already in holiday, that's why I am so free now, but after I start my lesson, I think I will be very busy...and very tension too...

There is no more SOFA class this year, SOFA stands for "software application". We are taught a lot about microsoft programmes, and of course we got do lots of exercise about it. Now, I think I forget all already...haha...I did not revise, not even look back on my previous study. Lazy =.=...

Looking on my empty bottle, I don't know how much water I have drank today. I always feel dry on my throat, and I went to washroom quite lot of time today...haha...it is weird! Now I feel a little bit sleepy, for the nights before, I am full of energy every night, but feel sleepy at morning and noon...haha...this is abnormal rite? haha...

Is it too many words I have written here? Don't worry, then I will upload a photo for you, then you will not too boring with my post...haha...is my blog boring? I don't know...because I feel happy when I look at my pictures...if you all feel boring when read my blog...leave some comment to let me know ok? and you can give me some suggestion too, I would be very pleasure to listen to your advice^^ I always want to make my blog more interesting, but I have no idea about it! So, you are the creative one, give me some idea! And don't forget to help me regarding my laptop problem huh! thanks sooooo much...muackkkkss^^

I looked happy in this photo right...readers, remember to laugh, or smile a lot, so that your life is more cheerful and interesting^^

I wanna take this opportunity to thanks you, readers for following my blog. I know my blog sometimes is quite boring, but I know some of you still support me...thanks~ if u want me to know you, then please leave your comment^^

I think that's all for tonight^^ maybe we will meet again tomorrow...hope that I am no longer boring...bless for me la! haha=)

Woohoo! Back to college life^^

Haha! It is quite fast for me to get myself online again after back from home to college! I get my internet account activated this morning, and now I can log in to internet already. Hmn...fast service...because there is still a lot of people not yet come back, maybe later, maybe tonight, or perhaps tomorrow! Recently, some of my friends, or classmates have arrived here...Although enrollment starts today, but I still have not enroll yet...haha^^ Too lazy to go out again...furthermore, my friend said the enrollment has already closed for today. Nevermine, we still can enroll tomorrow^^

This morning, I woke up quite late, at around eleven o'clock. I am not so sure about that, but I chat with my roommate after we woke up, not so sure for how long did we take to chat...haha...until we went out to brush teeth, and Joanne came to our room. After taking bath, we went out to have our lunch * skip breakfast of course* We met some guys there, I think they have just came back this morning. Many of the Malay guys and girls came back earlier than us, I dont know what they could do in this few days, maybe have a gathering among friends, and it is fun^^

Although we did not enroll today, but we did take back our keys from Accommodation Office. After that, we decided to go out to bus stop, to take a bus to Giant, to buy some stuffs...today is public holiday, so there was no Inti bus available. That means we are going to leave the bus at a roundabout and walk in by ourselves! It is a long distance, damn it!!! And we still need to walk back same distance out to get a bus back to Inti...after walking for so long, my leg is painfull now :(

Of course now I am back in my room, just come back from Giant...I have nothing to do now, so I am just blogging, facebook-ing, checking mails....haha...probably listenning to some music...Yeah!!! Ermm...What I should do tonight huh? Joanne got "Ci Ling", a movie, maybe I will watch it tonight, or tomorrow haha...

Looking on the new calender given by Inti and my timetable, I am quite satisfied and okay with it...not much different from the previous one, I still got only two hours to study at Friday, until 12 at noon only, so that I can go back early to home every Friday if I want^^ But I promised my mom not to go back home so frequently this year anymore, not to ask my dad to fetch me home every week, because that is a tiring work =(

Somemore, I found that 14 Jan is holiday o...not so sure whether it is public holiday or not...It falls on Thursday, so maybe we can ask lecturer to replace the class for that Friday later, so that we don't need to have class that day....hehe...and we can go back home on Wednesday's night...haha...Thursday, Friday, Saturday, Sunday, four days in total for holiday haha...hope that it will come true...hehe^^

Yesterday I met an uncle downstairs while waiting for my roommate. He is one of my friend's father *but I am not too close with his daughter*...haha...no offence^^...he said we can actually enroll earlier, some people enroll already, just like my told me just now-she enroll already before this. She has just arrive now...later maybe we are going to meet...nice~ hey! don't out of topic! continue...haha...where did I stop just now? That uncle is an english-speaking Indian uncle, he is the first one I speak English to after I arrived hostel...haha, then we chit-chat some things about study lo....

Hmn...I don't feel like going back to study life now, but college life instead, full of fun and enjoy one! I am too playful and lazy...that stupid textbooks and notes sometimes turn me crazy...I need to wake up more early after this when I start my lessons back, full of unwillingness...I have already got used to wake up late at morning...don't want to change this habit...haha...but I will be forced to two days later...haiz....

There are some things that I would like to share with you all. It is about why I like my room here although it is pretty small. First, it is a air-conditioned room! haha...I have no chance to enjoy it at home, because electric bills will be very expensive, then my mom will scold me lo....haha. Next, I can go out with friends always, no need to stay everyday at home like in the past...haha...life is quite fun and happy although I need to study everyday. It is quite a stressing life here sometimes, but when I think back, all my hard works start here, I worked hard and tried my best to achieve my goal. It was all in my room. I struggled to win. Yes, and I have succeded to do so for the start of my study. I am happy with it=) I got quite a satisfied and good result for my first SAM. I got A for all the five subjects I took, haha^^ and I got A for English too...Yeah!!!

Just now, when I check my timetable back, I found out that some of my lecturers have been changed. This includes mathematics, specialist mathematics, and a new one for Moral Education. For some of it, I am quite happy with it *some lecturers need to be change* shhh...dont tell others...haha...but mathematics' lecturer is quite good, but he is no longer teach us this year...neverminelah, hope that the new lecturer is a good one. My friend said actually it has nothing to do with the lecturer, because it is about self-learning here...we got to depend on ourselves, not those lecturers...I agree with it, but hope that lecturers can provide us more information other than textbooks, or perhaps more exercises, just like what Mr.Yee had done...haha...he is a funny and interesting lecturer, miss him so much~

Okay...I think that's all for today, if not you will think me so "chang qi", like "a po"....haha...bye~ maybe we meet again tomorrow...haha^^

*Packing myself back*

Ah ha! I am packing all my stuff that I will need to take back hostel. Today I am going back college, at the first day of 2010, it is also my first post in this new year^^

Look like I got too many things to bring back hostel, haha...hmn...I think there should be at least two person to help me to carry all my belongings upstairs haha....and that would be my parents haha...maybe my brothers too...

Actually it is still too early to go back hostel, because today is only Friday. I am going to start my lesson on next Monday, but my roommate is going back today, so I decided to follow her lo. When I chat with one of my friend, she told me that she will be going back on 2nd because she was worry about check-in problem that may be occur at 1st January. As you all know, today is a public holiday, so maybe the hostel is closed, or the guard is not working...I am afraid that I can't check in the room...

So, I asked my roommate about that, and she told me she had already book the flight ticket. And she told me that usually safeguard would be working 24 hours, so maybe there would be no problem. OK, I just agree with it. Hope that there would be no problem, only happiness at the moment we meet each other after a long holiday. If there is going to be some problems, don't worry! My dad said he can fetch us back my home...haha...I would be very pleasure to invite mayuree to my home^^

This is the tenth post I have uploaded during this two-months holiday, and it is my goal! See, I reached my goal ady...haha...how about you all? Have you get your goal in? Don't look too far away now, I am asking for your current dream!Hope that you will get success after hard works.
If not, set your goal, and look forward to achieve it! Gambateh!!

To talk about my greater hope, wish or dream, I have a number of it!
First, I hope that my study goes smoothly in the next few years, for 2010 at least!!!
Second, I wish I can turn into a more cheerful and happy girl, having more and more friends, to light up my dull life!!!
Next, I hope all my friends and family members have a happy time in this new year, so that I am happy too^^
Besides, I wish all the ones who love me and the ones I love to achieve their goals in lives...

Wish we all to have a fantastic new year 2010 !!! Yeah !