Smiley =)

Smile when you have nothing to do. Smile makes you feel better. That's what I believe, but sadly, I did not practice that. I am emotional, and even a very little thing will make me unhappy. This has direct effect to others too. So, I don't want this. I need to do better. Maybe I should stop and look around, try to let myself relax and calm down before I continue my works. My feelings and mood everyday are so random, until I don't know how to get along with myself. Exam is already around the corner. I should have put all my attention on revision, but I have not even started yet! Well, what is happening to you, my dear fei wen?

Everything do not run smoothly today. Early in the morning, not very sure is it in the morning, I put my file on top of the mountain of my books on my table, and it just happen to fell down. I was shocked and frustrated! Okay, the same kind of situation did not happen only once, but it kept on happening when I went back to my room after class. The whole thing fall again, and I was really really disturb at that time. haiz..............

Some more, I got a headache when I was doing Specialist Maths' directed investigation this afternoon. I do not have the idea to do that particular part of the question. I was forcing myself to finish the work. At that time, I felt like I need to go upstairs to have a nap or to take a rest so that the motivation could come easily to me after the rest. But, everyone is doing their works. I would probably feel guilty to stop myself from continue working. I should not compare myself to the others and I should not put so many pressure on myself because that would make my life hard. Ya, I know that but what to do? How could I change this kind of thinking? Maybe I will get along with it better as time goes on...

Recently I have been so down and emotional. I should cheer myself up then. Let's get out from it! haha.... =)

Let's smile, my friend. ^.^ Laughing will probably better, haha.....

Well, that's all. See you guys next round. Bye~