I hate today!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I hate today! I just hate today! Too many reasons.... I don't know why.... I am not motivated today...many things make me feel tired and bad. Haiz.......

I turned into a pessimistic person today. I evolved into another person that was unhappy and emotional. Today, I was totally different from the past. Like what my roommate said to me just now, I talked in the way that was very different from what I used to before. Weird thinking.... I think negatively in many matters today, maybe I experienced too many unlucky and bad things today. Even though I want to cheer up myself with different approaches, I failed to do that. I end up making myself even more down and unhappy! Too bad.....

Stress. I am loaded with too much stress, I guess. But I hate myself for being so weak. It was only a little matter, but I often take every matter seriously, and this add on to my burden. This made me unhappy. No satisfaction today that I could found. I tried to, I really tried, but it did not come up to my mind. Again, I am weird.

Can someone cheer me up? Argh............help me!

huh~

I think I better go to sleep now. Bye.

Being so emotional is not my way. I should stop it. Okay, I try to.

Good night.